I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not okay and that I hate my body so much.
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not okay right now, and sometimes I don't reply to text messages but it's not because I want to ignore people, it's because I need a few hours to myself - but that in the end I'll be okay, I always am.
I wish that I could tell everybody that i'm in love.
I wish I could tell everybody that I feel alone even though I have a few good friends. I wish I could tell everybody that I am struggeling with social anxiety without giving them a wrong impression of me. I wish I could tell everybody who I am and what I where I want to end up in my life but I don't even know it myself. I wish I could tell everybody that I am not feeling well because of those wishes.
I'm not mad with anyone; I'm not really miserable nor hate anyone. Sometimes I need a moment to myself when I get closed in or miserable. I'm miserable because of my actions along with myself. And I wish everyone knew that I'm trying everyday to love myself in positive ways then in negativity. And everyday is a new day regardless of my actions the day before. And YES I AM TRYING. Also that I never been so grateful and thankful for all my support I get xo
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm struggling right now and debating whether or not to take my own life.
@Iswearimtrying I am about to pray for you ok. #bighug
That.....sometimes you're dreams aren't the place you'd thought they'll be and sometimes you're not who you think you are and sometimes it'll all be crushed. #reality
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I wish I could tell people what they want me to say to them. I think so many things so rapidly that I don't know what to say and sometimes I'm at a loss for what to say. I'm afraid to say the wrong thing and push people away.
Any one, any size, can have an eating Disorder, and it is not a matter of just eating.