I wish I could tell everybody that...
I like to take drugs, but that doesn't make me a bad person. I think all drugs should be legal.
I seems fine with everything that ive done by my own, although i just covering it and i kinda needy right now.
I wish that I could tell everyone that I have a mental illness. Life is tough right now. Waiting on disability to get approved. Wondering how my son and I are going to make it. I hurt all over, too. Just help me when you can.
Dont pity me
I wish I could tell everyone that I have separation anxiety really bad. Even when my man is just going to work for the day I just try to hide that on the inside I'm freaking out. It's embarresing, and nerve racking. Does anyone else here have separation anxiety?
I wanna end this frakin life. I wanna smash my damn head into a bloody stone and end my life.
I live in abject poverty. I dont have a job....a home...clothes ....everyday foods. Nothing. My life is damned.
Nobody takes care of me. Everyone hates and neglects me as I am poor. I dont have a lovely face to attract people of the opposite sex.
All the rich guys out there.....f*** u!! You are the dirtiest creatures!
Everyone is disgusting! The world is a freakin place. I wanna kill the rich.
Rich guys....i will kill u al.
Fuck this life....fuck everything.
And fuck the rich....who neglects me and kiks me with their boots.
Nobody in 7 cups are not helping me. I will not get a friend. I am ending my life.
Enough!!!!
@placidSky1752
I see you are in despair, I am too. I wish I could help.
I've been hurt and it wasn't my fault
I'm not as OK as I pretend to be.
I'm so stressed which leads to deppression, which leads to loss of sleep, and despair, which makes me not want to live, I told my man and he cried and tried to tell me their is things we can look forward to. But I'm young and already so tired of failing and never being good enough and being ignored by my family. It probably would have been better if I was never born. Whenever I think of hurting myself I think of my little sister I don't want her to be sad but my life seems pointless. I think everyone would be better off without me, it seems they agree because everyone abandons me.
@Compassion21 I'm sorry you feel so stressed and depressed right now. I agree, loss of sleep coupled with feeling despairing makes life very difficult indeed. I know you feel as if you are failing however you're here and you're posting and without realising you ARE helping yourself and others too, myself for one. I have been very touched by this post as I too feel this way more often than I would readily admit. I have a family that largely ignores me so I can empathise with you. I understand your life seems pointless now. Have you considered (if you haven't done so already) keeping a Gratitide Journal? Even on the worst days try and find just one thing you are glad of. It helps. Also, think of your little sister. Think of her world if you were no longer in it. Everything seems dark now but in time you will be living in the light. Darkness always gives way to the light and you will have your day (many many days in fact) in the sunshine. I'm thinking of you and hoping you feel better soon.
I am thinking about moving because of my mums controlling behaviour.
