I wish I could tell everybody that...
That I am not as strong as people think I am and that more often than not, I'd like someone to be there to care for me and hug me. I feel so alone even when I'm around people...i just got sick in the bin by my gate in the airport and Boone even looked upes or asked me if I was ok...
I'm not always happy. I am genuinely happy sometimes, and those times are wonderful, but I still struggle at night when no one is around to hide my emotions from, and I'm left with myself to listen to my own negative thoughts.
That i really do love hugs and would love to get them more often and have them held longer.
@warmheartedHuman2014. So do i id love to send you one
I find it difficult to find motivation
That I don't plan to go to college anymore and that most days I'm not actually alright.
I might be happy on the outside, but I'm breaking on the inside.
That I am in love with someone who will never love me back and that I'm utterly lonely and heartbroken :'(
@bestLime235 I understand. I'm with someone who was abused and doesn't have the capacity to love back. I thought I could help him but after 12 years know that I can't.
i'm calling out for help on the inside
Wish i could tell everyone that im depressed suicidal and losing all aspect of hope on life.. Instead i just put on a new mask and try make people happy even if it hurts me...
@AndyDeathwish I do the same but I'm faking it for my kids and dad but most days I wish that I won't wake up.
That i dont belive in God and that doesnt make me a bad person.
@Compassion21 I feel the same way.
