I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish I could tell everybody that there's a difference between joking about suicide and actually attempting suicide. I cannot tell my friends that I have attempted suicide because I am not one girl in the group the happy one and isn't that ironic? That the happy one can also be the one with the darkest most hurt feelings?
@AngelsDontExist
ive litteraly been in the same situation as you and i still am. the only way i got it thruogh to my friends that i wasn't joking was when i broke down crying in front of them, suddenlly start twitching out of fear, trying to jump out of the window during class, and countinously saying i want to kms (im using the abbrieation because i dont feel comfortable using the actual words) and im NOT saing "go and cut yourself and show your friends your scars". my best advise to give you is to confront them directly and state how you truly feel. make a whole story if you have to and next time you feel sad cry on your friends shoulder, because thats what friends are for. friends need to understand eache other and know how one another feels. and if they still dont believe you just keep saying it over and over because the message will go through soon. (sorry for any typoes)
of how i feel
I wish everyone knew the things I have overcome in my life to be where I am today and the constant battle I face trying to keep my anxiety and depression in check. I wish I could tell the people that trigger me that they do and make them feel how I feel when they make me anxious.
I am only human, I like to please yes, im a perfectionist and I like to get things right. But i fail, and I hurt people. I punish myself for it especially if you are dissapointed in me. I sit up at night thinking about what i could/should have done better. you have a right to not be pleased with my mistakes but please dont think i dont care about them!
@anonyKiwi6788
Nobody has a right to not be pleased with your mistakes. Only you have the right to make them. Like everybody else.
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm a lesbian without them saying that it was because I was sexually abused.
@mylifeaseva That I'm depressed and every negative comment that they throw at me just goes deeper than they mean it to be.
That life is beautiful, and that every problem is an opportunity to grow and learn. I want one day to be able to carry this message to as much people as I can, in my own attempt to help the world. Peace
@Dropletofhope i used to beleive in these words but i actually realized that it was just a lie. not every problem or hardship can be survived. they may change us but not always in a good way.
it gets better.
I hold back a lot of things in my personal relationships, because I'm scared of being rejected and shamed by them
I wish i could tell everybody that i want to commit suicide, so someone could help..
@Unsteady222 I wish I too could tell that
