I wish I could tell everybody that...
I wish i could tell everybody that i fear death constantly and that is the reason i am so concerned for my health.
I wish i could tell everybody that I have never fallen in love.
I wish i could tell everybody that no one has shown romantic interest in me which makes me think that there is something wrong with me.
I wish i could tell everybody that I think i will never accomplish anything in my life and will disappoint that people around me.
I wish i could tell everyone that i hate myself so much i avoid looking in the mirror for too long.
I wish i could tell everyone that i know that my problems are laughable in comparison to other people's but they still break me inside.
I wish i could tell everyone that i don't think i will ever find anyone who will love me for a long time.
Try to have a good .Smile 💞hugs 💞@SunShowerMess
@SunShowerMess I hope you had an nice day. Your messages are the first that I've seen of the "I wish I could tell everyone" variety, so they really touched me! I think that you will definitely find love and there is nothing wrong with you! Plenty of people fall in love with others who have worries like your own. One of the best people that I admire and love worries about the kind of stuff you wrote. There's nothing wrong with you, dear. It's ok to not be perfect. Everything, including all of our flaws, are exactly as they should be. Sincerelly wishing you the best. Wishing you a happy and tranquil day, month, year, life.... I sincerely wish you find the happiness, love, etc that you are searching for.
i wish i could tell everyone how lonely i am and how i wish they understood me better i am isolated and alone im tired of the role in this life i have to live and how bad things are piling up for me how i want to be free from things that bother...
I wish I could tell everybody that I am in so much pain. I can't tell if it's mental or physical. Waking up is alarming and painful every day, but I have to pretend that I'm fine. I work two jobs and I can't bring my problems with me...
I wish I could peacefully sleep. I'm just so tired.
I wish I could tell everybody that I am afraid and have doubts but I still need to get chances.
I wish I could tell everybody that none of this is ideal but it's the closest thing to not hating everything.
I wish I could tell everybody that I need my addictions.
I wish I could tell everybody that all I want is to sleep.
I wish I could tell everybody that giving it my all puts me into physical pain.
I wish I could tell everybody that I'm trying so hard because I feel worthless.
I wish I could tell everybody not to blame me for my suffering.
I wish I could tell my chrildren how much I miss them and how much I wish they were a part of my life. I wish I could scream it loud enough that they would understand how much I love them and I want nothing more than to know everyday they are ok. To know that they are safe.
My kids are grown they do not stay in touch. Im stuggling letting go and letting my fears go of troubles they could get into ect.
I can't tell you how I miss them. Thier annoying text messages, the way they fight with one another and stand up for one another. I really miss the talks we've had over the years! They were the very best times of my life!
Thanks everyone for listening. Pamelalynn😜
That I get nervous easily. I am shy. I hear voices and it confuses me a lot. I think I have been experiencing intrusive thoughts about sex and violence and its really scary!!!!!!
I experience a lot of stress and anxiety. I dont deal with rejection well and can easily freak out about it. I have a fear of abandonment but i am not sure why.
I get confused about reality. I make too many assocations between dream symbolism and life. It makes me anxious. Life starts to feel like i am gettin gmessages all the time and its creepy.
i feel tired. I just want a week of peaceful sleep, no nightmares, no crying, no anxiety attacks.
I want to be happy.
@Flamelheart I know how terrifying it is to feel like you can't trust your own thoughts and feelings. To know that there are times when you're unable to discern what is real and what is not. And to feel like anyone that you talk to about it will immediately label you psychotic. You're not alone, and you're not "crazy." Hang in there.
much love ❤️
Everything i do is just timefiller to me...i dont see a reason for being here and i cant seem to find one no matter where i look..i dont want to kill myself but i just cant seem to find the beauty and adventure i used to as a kid...no matter how good or bad people say i am at things in my head i always reply "meh"..i want to have motivation to be happy and to live my life to the fullest, but everytime i start i end up asking why until i quit again..
I wish i could tell everyone that I CAN'T EFFING DO IT! I cannot be the person they want me to be. I am who i am and i can't change it....no, i am not like those kids who study all day and are almost perfect.....no, i am not like those kids who seem to have no flaws. Alright, i am good at studies but no, i am not perfect at them. There are certain things i dislike and i can't do them unlike the other class toppers. And no, i can't and i dont give a fuck about getting rank 1 in my tenth boards so stop putting pressure on me to do so. Please, lets just see what i am good at ....because i dont have to be good every damn thing! There r certain subjects on which i am better than them....why dont u see that?! STOP IT.. BECAUSE I CAN'T DO IT - BE JUST AMAZING AT EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT! and tbh all this pressure you put on me, trying to make me the way you want me to be ...its just killing me...so stop. It ..
I wsh i could tell evrybody i have anger issue's
I wish that I could tell people that I have a stalker and not lie to them. I can't go to your party because I have to face the person who terrifies me with their presence....not because I'm 'sick' or 'grounded'.
