I wish I could tell everybody that...

I am a 37 year old businessman and I love wearing diapers.

I wish that I could tell everyone I feel emotionally detached, but part of me thinks that I am attention-seeking for telling people.

That I'm tired. I hurt, I'm sad. I wish I could break something (leg/ankle) so I could just rest. 😭

I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not weak, and I don't give up, and that I'll never toy with anyone's feelings.

I wish I could tell people how I hurt inside. How broken I am. I self harmed for the first time and I am trying to convince myself that I won't do it again but I enjoyed it depots how much it hurt.

When I'm quiet, I'm not sad. Stop making me feel like shit for finding my own peace or not normal because I keep to myself.

I'm hurting so much inside, but cannot rely on anyone to help me shoulder that burden.

I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not just here to make you feel better then be ignored. I'm not your toy for you to play with to comfort you then throw aside. My feelings matter, my problems matter. I'm worth fighting for, worth loving, worth getting to know and worth being with. I deserve better

I wish I could tell everybody that I'm doing great as mean it

I wish I could tell everybody that I'm lonely