I wish I could tell everybody that...

I wish I could tell everyone that

1) I struggle every day with my mental issues, and no I can't control my sensitivity, paranoia, or psychosis and no it's not their fault for causing me panic sometimes.

2) I struggle with substance use.

I wish I could tell them both of these things without the fear of being judged for stigmas around my mental issues and addiction.

That my life is a huge mess as it is and I'm beyond exhausted right now. Both physically and mentally.

I wish I could tell people how unstable I truly am and that I need help.

1) I'm bisexual

2) it's hard trying so hard to be fun all the time

3) I really really need to get away from my family because it's not what it shows itself to be .

I want to give up on my husband coming home and move on... but that's no accepted in the group I am around.

@mylifeaseva I wish everyone knew I'm a guy (I'm trans ftm, haven't changed yet) and I wish they accept me

I miss my depressive episodes. In times where I start to feel better, I want to be depressed sometimes. A lot of the time. The happy gets to be too much. Plus it gives people more reason to care. I haven't figured out how to explain to people I'm not ready to be okay.

I don't want to go to college, that I'd much rather work my two jobs.

I'm an addict, I'm not a mind reader, I am a failure, I'm disappointed with myself, I'm sad everyday, I hate everyone some days, and I'm not perfect so if you can't accept me for who I am then leave me alone.

I am going back to that dark place that I've worked so hard to get out of and that i think about killing myself & plan it inside my head constantly but i know if i do they will only add to the suicidal thoughts by making me feel bad about how i am feeling & call me an attention seeker which i am not i just want people to listen to me i want to be heard i want to matter is that too much to ask for?