just some feelings about losing somebody.

i lost my best friend and soulmate a few months ago, they broke up with me.  i don't want to get into the details.  i just can't help missing hir all the time.  every little thing reminds me of them, songs, books, places, things people say.  i keep finding stuff that i know they would love or find hilarious, but ce doesn't want me around anymore, i don't get to be that person to them anymore.  it's been months and i don't know when i'm going to stop grieving this, if ever.  i feel like i'm never going to feel at peace again.