Seems very toxic
I love my family but they seem very toxic to me. I was talking to my mom and she was only comparing me with my cousins making me feel bad and my older brother has anger issues. My whole family tend to fight about small things, last time they had a discussion about how to prepare brokkoli and it ended with my dad being upset and my brother leaving, slamming the door aggressively. I don't know, they are a mess. And I realise how I myself have anger issues sometimes and get frustrated by the smallest things, but then I always think about my family and stop, because I don't want to be like them. But I also can't change how they are, which makes me kinda sad, because everyone is constantly fighting. And being totally fake infront of our relatives.