@jenead
Hello!
I am basically a SAHD to a two-and-a-half year old girl and a one-in-a-half year old boy. Meanwhile, my wife is a lawyer whose firm accommodates her desire to work from home. Even though she does a superhuman job, I can definitely relate to how you describe the intense exhaustion occasional need to be by yourself!
I think I can help you with where your husband is coming from. I think he is feeling a lot of pressure about his business. For him, he doesn't think he is being bad to the girls by making those comments to you. He probably is thinking that he would let the girls down if he isn't successful with his business. How would you generally describe his relationship with the girls?
For some background, I tried to start my own business about a year ago (we brough in a babysitter 4 days a week). It didn't go as I planned the weight of that pressure began to make me somewhat rude to my wife and more distant from our kids. I felt guilty being around the kids because my business being a disappointment made me feel like I was letting them down. My wife and I improved our situation by revisiting our expectations and timelines for my business, and readjusting our division of household duties.
What would you think of him if he told you he was having difficulty with starting his business? Are you sure he knows how you would react? I was stunned by how understanding and supportive my wife was when I brought this topic up to her.
So, yeah, he may be having trouble bringing up what is really weighing on him. I think he responded rudely because he interpreted your request for him to watch the kids as a lack of empathy for his feelings and his business dreams (even though he probably hasn't expressed those feelings to you ๐).
What if you did a few hours a week helping with some business tasks and he gave you a few hours watching the girls?
Are there any activities you could set up for him and the girls? Like ballet, gym, or art classes?
Rhetorically, you may want to phrase it as "cherishing time with the little girls" rather than "helping the wife" ๐