I wanna gain maybe? 😮‍💨

@Ilikecatsandmitski

It sounds like your parents are concerned about your weight and your eating. 

I imagine you must be worried about gaining weight even though you are working on changing it in a positive way. 

What kind of thoughts do you have on how you can comfort yourself and ease perhaps the anxiety with reaching a healthy weight for your body?

Have you considered joining a support group to have community with others struggling with eating disorders and the challenges you are having with eating and weight?

I completely understand what you are talking about.

i also have a hard time with the number. I am took me 5’1 and 57 years old now and also still looking for someone to talk with and support. Why they are so difficult to find I have no idea. I am so sorry about your parents and that they are trying to control you in some respect. That kind of control makes everything more difficult and puts a great burden on your relationship with them. Gaining weight is a difficult topic for me as well, I am trying and scared at the same time. Have you ever spoken with someone around the topic of an eating disorder?

I know that I do and the challenges are many.

Im willing to try and listen but I am not a replacement for a therapist or mediator with your parents.

@emotional232023

I'm glad you are posting and sharing, as well as here encouraging.  This is a difficult journey, but so worth the journey.