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bluerobbinswallowtail September 5th, 2022

TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING ANYTHING SAID MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME


I’ve lived with an eating disorder for years, I think the reason I’ve survived this long has simply been from watching friends on forums and social media wither away and recognize at times that I was too, at the start of my junior year I was around 40 underweight, and decided to change that, I struggled through until the end of my senior year, rarely weighing and working on eating and a healthy balance of exercise to put on weight and muscle. I was 120, before suddenly getting ill, they weren’t positive and didn’t want to test because I came to the ER hours away from passing and vitals weren’t great, lost about 45 in about 2 hours. One of my friends who has a wife who’s suffered with ana for years, my my partner, will sharpie to the labels out


I love their support even if this is still really hard. I’m trying, right?

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AmyMir6 September 5th, 2022

@bluerobbinswallowtail gosh, you are so strong for still fighting and keep on trying!!! I'm very proud of you, I know it can be really hard.

Keep it up with the good work 💜

bluerobbinswallowtail OP September 6th, 2022

I just noticed a typo; 2 days, not hours, though it felt like

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AmyMir6 September 6th, 2022

@bluerobbinswallowtail I can't understand how that feels but I can imagine. I'm sorry you go through all of this

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