struggling

I feel like Its gotten worse and I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to get better but I really can’t even bring myself to eat. I don’t even remember the last time I actually had a meal.

I’m struggling so much and It makes me so sad just thinking about it. I lost so much weight to the point where I can even see my bones but no matter how much I weigh or how I look I’ll never really be satisfied/happy with myself. I feel so lost because my life is falling apart, I even had to stop going to school for a while because of it.

I’m thinking of going to recovery but I feel so afraid to eat and especially gain weight.. I want to maybe try and see how it goes.

just needed to vent a little bit..

any advice or support would help a lot!