Hopelessly Addicted to Thinspo and Stuck
I know this is a sensitive topic for most people, but my obsession with thinspo has hit a critical point. My addiction to thinspo has gotten worse recently, and I can't help but gravitate towards it and think about thinspo all the time. Being too self-aware for my own good, I notice I tend to look at or think of thinspo when I am bored or lonely or if my parents get mad at me. I don't know where to go next. I always say I'll starve myself and work to be like them, but I always wimp out. I'm stuck. I don't know whether it's even worth it to try to get away from this, especially with all the heartbreak and pressure on me to "get over it." I miss my old courage and discipline. What should I do now?
Some things that I look at or think of as thinspo, in case the information helps any: Supreme Court justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg (weird, I know), historical portraits, younger photos of my mom, inspirational quotes, and a couple of my friends at school.