I lied to my dad...
amicableJet5919
March 13th, 2021
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Yesterday I lied to my dad about why I got sick...I want to tell him what's going on, but I don't want him to feel as if it's his fault. He battles severe depression as is, so I can't put more on him...I tried telling my mother but she views it as a joke...I feel trapped, like I have no one to help, no one to tell me it's okay, and it makes me feel worse about who I am...I tried eating but I just can't. I don't know why I'm posting this honestly. A cry for help? A cry to just feel accepted and that it's okay, that I'm not messed up because of this, but if anyone reads this and is feeling down as well, I'm here for you, all of you ๐