No More Food
decisiveVase00
September 10th, 2016
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TRIGGER WARNING
So lately I've been wanting to starve myself. Not eat at all. I've managed to cut it down to only eating a small lunch and dinner. But I want to go further.
I've been upset with my body for a long time. I've always felt tall and clumsy and disgusting. Always have wanted to lose weight. Be skinnier.
I don't believe people when they say that I'm normal or skinny.
I want to be smaller.
And now I'm determined. No more eating.
I'm just wondering if that's even an eating disorder though. Like I lack so much self control. And I don't really ever exercise. I just want to starve myself. Maybe soon I'll start exercising...