Feeling a little mediocre

Having a stroke would be a major shock! Personally I think it's natural to experience emotions and grief related to that from time to time; I do with some of my medical traumas.

You've been doing a great job with lifestyle factors like walking exercising and meditating!

I made a thread a whole sgo about low/non alcoholic drinks. Are you interested in any of those? I haven't been impressed with any of the wines, but I only tried less expensive ones. Some of the beers are really good.

I hope you do have some great adventures!

@AffyAvo Thank you for those kind words I think recommendations for nonalcoholic and some wine preferably some red wine since I read it helps with stroke recovery. I am walking way better than I did when I had my stroke 2 years ago. My mom and step dad work most of the day so  I spend most of the time online here or reddit. I need to do something to get my mind off things wine and hobbies are not cutting it.

@Shortasiankid  Hi, welcome to Disability Support. I am so sorry you are experiencing these problems. Recovering from a stroke can be very difficult. 
What hobbies have you tried? 

Listening - One Step At A Time!

@MistyMagic Drawing,coloring, journaling  ,exercise,listening to music I guess I'm used to handling the repetitive nature I try to keep a variety by meditating and cooking and cleaning sometimes. I guess what I really need is to enjoy nature somewhere or get out of town.

@Shortasiankid I love drawing and coloring, have you heard of 'neurogenic coloring'? That is really fun and combines drawing with coloring and also meditating all in one thing!

Listening - One Step At A Time!

@MistyMagic What is that I think I get the idea of it. I do feel  better  from coloring  or drawing but feel the need and sense to do more.