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i'm suffering again

babeyjaney113 March 31st

i'm 17 (turning 18 soon) and i've been dealing with depression most of my adolescence. this easter morning i was taken by my mother to the ER because i had an intense nervous breakdown. the nurse was really helpful and she had a little purple batman torch, she told me that i was so brave for coming in since that's the most important part. thing is, outside of clinics and hospitals i don't feel as much support..

i'm also really battling with sleep and i feel like i've broken.. i feel so terribly anxious and sad and i don't know how to help myself..so i've just been doing art. i think i need to go back to clinic but i'm scared..i hate depression and how it affects me and i just want to be healthy. i don't know what to do,  life suddenly feels so complicated and i have little to no energy for anthing..i was doing so good

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ASilentObserver April 1st

@babeyjaney113 I am sorry to hear about your struggles with depression and recent breakdown. I understand feeling unsupported outside of clinics can be challenging. Art can be a helpful expression to cope up. I am glad you here to seek support and know you are not alone in this. 

I am so sorry you are feeling this way! I’m going through similar and understand most if not all your feeling. I will keep you in my prayers.

Kristynsmama April 2nd

@babeyjaney113

it is an absolutely huge step to go in to the hospital fi ask for help.  It’s also a really big step to reach out for support here on 7 cups.

depression and anxiety are difficult to cope with.  Art is a fantastic coping skill.  What other ways have you found to be helpful in coping with your depression and anxiety?

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babeyjaney113 OP April 9th

@Kristynsmama thank you so much! honestly i usually just watch House MD (a comfort show of mine), draw and meditate. i'm feeling loads better now since i started on some new medication. i'm just struggling to evaluate my priorities: options being discovering my authentic self and focusing on senior year. i'm so scared i won't have time for all i want to do.

but thank you again

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babeyjaney113 OP April 9th

@babeyjaney113 update: thank you everyone for all the support. it really warms my heart. i'm going steady and am on some new medication.