Recently turned 13 (I forgot my own birthday)
I recently turned 13 but it just means another year I have to deal with my life. Usually I am pretty numb to things but today I cried. I realized that no matter if I tell people or not I'm still fighting a losing war. I'm falling back into self-harm which I tried to quit a year or two ago. There's no point to living anymore, I don't know if I'll be here to see my 14th birthday.
Hey neon sorry you feeling like that. Just know it gets better it really does. Just takes time. All I could say is just talk to somebody trust worthy could be a family member friend or therapist, I know a couple times I called a hotline and they helped me out so much. Sending you love and happiness ❤️
I get you neon. I also recently turned 13 on December 15th and you are not alone. I went through self-harm too and ofc it’s really hard and it sucks but I am so proud of you for trying to quit for so long. Like years?!? That’s amazing!! It’s been exactly 4 months on the 5th of January for me. And ofc it haven’t been easy. Like just trying to not think of it is horrible. And seeing the marks fade away… I mean it really depends what type of self-harm but it all ofc sucks. Anyways congratulations on trying your best for how many years. I’m so proud of you because to me as long as you truly try that’s all that matters. Your doing great just try to hang in there. Please.
I understand how that feels, and I'm very sorry you're going through this:( I think the best thing to do is talk to your perants, if they don't understand you and how you feel I think you should get a therapist.. 💜 Stay strong !
