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sunnyEast9813
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I feel like I have nobody to talk to
Anxiety Support / by sunnyEast9813
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January 23rd, 2022
...See more At this point I feel so tired, to start off I'm a teenager and I just feel alot if pressure.. For the most part it's because my perants have broke up even before I was born, so every week I'd be going from one house to another *when I was a child*, than my mother left us to go to Canada when I was just 3, leaving me with just my father who would drink every day and didn't have enough money to but as healthy food and just raise children. I didn't understand where my mother left because I was just 3 years old, I asked my grandmother that day when she will come back and she lied to me that she will be back in 3 days.. which ended up being 3 years of me crying every day waiting for her to come back for me. And then when she came back she took me to Canada which shattered me fully. Than now it has been over 5 years since I've seen my father. And I've been crying every single day because I missed him so much and realizing he missed every single big moment in my life including my childhood. My mother did NOTHING to fix my mental health, I have attempted s h more than 1 time and she didn't know because our relationship is not well, if we talk it turns into her screaming and me crying wanting to k m s. Which also had led me to an E d because if her calling me fat and comparing me to skinnier girls. Other than that I feel like I have nobody to talk to because all of my friends leave me out and talk to me like we are strangers.