Am I just really in depression? (Pls don't really this if you get triggered easily... And also pls ignore me.. If you don't want me in chatrooms...)
So... Yeah this is navy..
Tw: pls don't read this if you easily get triggered...
Idk.. From where to start but in my country most of parents don't really understand that depression is even real thing, they just realised their children are just over reacting to situation but that's not true
Because of them I don't know whether I am in depression or not... They say I'm pretending and just over reacting to grt attention but that doesn't feel me true... I wish someone knew depression... Is really exist.
I most of time find hard. To concentrate and with thoughts of future failure everything feels even worse....
I feel like really this world would be better without me.. I don't feel like living.. I don't really deserve my parents.. Neither these all books... My room, someone else who actually deserve isn't the one here....
So done with myself just now need a black hole🕳🕳🕳 for myself to get in.. Amd listen gloomy sunday.....
Sorry for this stupid post
If you already don't like me....
Pls don't read this...