Random thoughts on the journey of depression and anxiety as told from the point of view that I see it from.
My legs got so tired I tripped and fell, no one can see me, no one can tell
just give me a second, give me a break. The world that has shaped me tails in my wake
after a moment I’ll rise to my feet, shoes are snug, tight on my feet
but what if I linger for a second too long, what if the pain of before is too strong
What has been, will catch me so fast,, it colors my world with the pain of the past
it releases the fear of the future untold, things that may, or may not unfold
keep running I say, but that is no plan, stop for a while look back if you can
face all the ugly sit with your history, unbox your pain and solve all the mystery
but the fear is too great I have to keep going. I cannot be consumed, others will see what I am showing
i’m tired, so tired - I need a long rest. I must vent this baggage away from my chest
i don’t have the power to run anymore. I must just sit still let it pass through my core
to survive the storm I will lash myself down, gritting my teeth in the smile and the frown
let it pass, let it pass, it hurts so much. let it pass, let it pass a vice grip of such
people will see me but not know the fight. The battle inside that blows out the light
the demons around me their claws of cold steel, every slash I wince as I jump from the feel
i wait for the peace of the memories resolved. The pain and the fear gone and dissolved.
that day will come they tell me so sure. I long for it’s arrival, I long for my cure.
Random stuff probably posted in the wrong place - but hey! I never have been accused of being appropriate before! hUh!