Is there such a thing like a non-friend material? Why dont I have any real friends?
I know many people,have hundreds of friends on facebook I am friendly and talk to anyone.. why do I not have a real friend? I am married, my husband is my best friend, and at the same time, the only one. nobody else cares enough to be my firend, to meet for coffee, to talk to me about their life, cares about mine... i dont have bad realtionships, I talk to everyone, everybody seems to like me, but only as a colleague, coursemate... I became this desperate person for friendship when i seem to see everone as potential friend to be, but never works out. I need a friend so much, I feel so lonely... why dontI have anyone? I believe I can be a good friend, I care about others I am not judging, I am up for all the fun, I am always there if somebody needs me... but nobody cares..they do enough to meet up with me once a month? but not enough to be there anytime I would feel down, or not enough to trust me with their problems and secrets.. is there such a thing like a non-friend material? how absurd... but I went through high school, university with many many friends, but none good and real friends. I feel so lonenly after all these years... I have my doors open to anyone I am not picky. I am not judgind, no expectations////just want someone who I can trust and who would trust me, and we could talk about anything....