Christmas wish
I wish I had someone who cared if I made it home every night, who wondered how my day went, who gave me a reason to do something interesting or find something funny so I could share it with them. I wish I had someone to share my problems with or who knows how much I love rainy days. I wish I had someone I could share my ice cream with on the worst days where I could really use some cheering up. I think that's the part I could really use some help with, because that's the thing about being alone- I have to be the one to cheer myself up.
For those I love most to he happy
@ShadesBluer I hope that someone like this who can offer you the things you wish for walks into your life for you. I know its not the same but there are people here at 7 cups who care about you and are willing to chat with you if this helps to make you feel less alone. I know its not the same as going for an icecream or having someone to come home to, but I happen to think it matters if you make it home safe and I think it matters that you dont feel alone. I guess though people can be surrounded by many people and yet still feel very alone. Please remember there are people here who will sit with you and chat if this is something you feel would help to make you feel someone cared :)
I understand every single word you described, and I feel sorry that you are all alone, it's a feeling of being lost and empty, worthless and unimportant, I'm in the same situation and its sucks to be alone and not cared for. I wish i could pick up the phone to you, we could talk and hopefilly smile, we csn talk here if youd like? I don't know if you'd like that, but I care, I'd like to try and help @ShadesBluer