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yesterday night i was planning to unalive myself, i decided to call 988 (crisis line) and talk to them for a little bit, i was getting near the end of the call when my mom started calling me from her work. i picked up the phone and she said "hey, what are you doing you should be sleeping girl!" and i mumbled "i was planning something" and she told me to repeat what i said so i did. she said "what were you planning" i straight up just told her what i was about to do that night. she said "no baby, talk to me" i told her the reason i was going to do it, she said "well something told me to call you and thats good that i did"
i dont really believe in God but its like God gave her a sign to call me and change my mind.
and thats what happened, she changed my mind.
its not like the thought went away for good but at least she stopped me from doing it yesterday night.
@axelslittlespace00
Your mom calling at the most opportune time. She must have sensed or it was pure coincidence, I don't know. What I know is I'm grateful that today there is no new funeral. I'm grateful that you were alive to write this post. I'm sure your mom and other people are happy that you survived yesterday. Feel loved 😍. So loved 😍 and know, so many people, than you know care about you.❤️
Keep reaching out. There are lots of people who want to help. But you have also been given a message here - you have people in your life who matter. You don't want to hurt them. The pain is horrible at times but there are ALWAYS people who want to help you through it. @axelslittlespace00
I’m so so glad you’re still here!! I hope you feel better soon ^^
Yes, please don’t hesitate to call/ text these lines- I actually reached out today and it was really helpful. Best of luck!