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axelslittlespace00
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PathStep 162 Compassion hearts379 Forum posts40 Forum upvotes66 Current upvotes66 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2023 Member sinceOctober 9, 2022
Bio

hi my name is jordyn

some things i struggle with are anxiety, ptsd, social anxiety, depression, stress, ADD, ASD, bullying, self-harm

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Recent forum posts
never sneaking out again ;')
General Support / by axelslittlespace00
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May 3rd, 2023
...See more It was Sunday night and my friend Ameri and I were feeling restless. We wanted to do something exciting, something that would make us feel alive. So, we decided to sneak out of the house and go for a walk. We didn't have a destination in mind, we simply wanted to explore. As we walked, we talked about all sorts of things - school, boys, our dreams for the future. We laughed and joked, feeling like we were on top of the world. Eventually, we came across a gas station and decided to go inside to get some snacks and drinks. After paying for our items, we went outside to retrieve the bike we had brought along. As I bent down to pick up the bike, I let out a loud burp. Suddenly, an old man who was passing by on his bike called me "sexy". I was shocked and didn't know how to respond. Ameri, however, was quick to defend me. She yelled at the man, telling him that I was only 13 years old. The man simply replied, "Good". Ameri continued to scold him, telling him that I was just a minor, calling him disgusting, and telling him that he had no right to speak to a child in that way. I was left feeling embarrassed and uncomfortable. I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened and how it was my fault for what I was wearing. I felt like I had brought this attention upon myself. What should I do?
TW
Depression Support / by axelslittlespace00
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March 1st, 2023
...See more yesterday night i was planning to unalive myself, i decided to call 988 (crisis line) and talk to them for a little bit, i was getting near the end of the call when my mom started calling me from her work. i picked up the phone and she said "hey, what are you doing you should be sleeping girl!" and i mumbled "i was planning something" and she told me to repeat what i said so i did. she said "what were you planning" i straight up just told her what i was about to do that night. she said "no baby, talk to me" i told her the reason i was going to do it, she said "well something told me to call you and thats good that i did" i dont really believe in God but its like God gave her a sign to call me and change my mind. and thats what happened, she changed my mind. its not like the thought went away for good but at least she stopped me from doing it yesterday night.
is this bad
Eating Disorder Support / by axelslittlespace00
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January 6th, 2023
...See more so i got a lot of candy for Christmas and im worried that i will eat it all in one sitting, i don't want to gain weight from it all. i know its normal but i don't want to be overweight..i noticed i binge eat a lot but i don't want to automatically think that i have an ed because i might not and im just overreacting about this whole thing.
i cant stop
Self-Harm Recovery / by axelslittlespace00
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December 17th, 2022
...See more when i think about quitting self harm for good i just cant imagine myself being clean, i want to keep doing self harm if it takes away the pain and the thoughts but i know if i keep doing it i'll destroy myself
friendship issues (TW)
Self-Harm Recovery / by axelslittlespace00
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December 15th, 2022
...See more my best friend knows about my sh, she keeps saying the sh im doing isn't real "cutting" she says im just "scratching my skin", she says that it would be actual cutting if i used a blade, she also says that im not actually sh'ing if im just "scratching" myself. im not scratching myself in a way to sh btw. can someone help me out idk what to do..i just want her to be supportive not judge the way i sh
friend is acting weird lately
General Support / by axelslittlespace00
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December 7th, 2022
...See more I kind of feel like my best friend and her mom are up to something. Every time I ask my best friend to hang out she always says she has to do something as in a school project or helping her mom clean the dishes or a doctor's appointment. My best friend's mom always tries to get in my business so she found out that I smoke cigs and said that she didn't want my best friend hanging out with me for a little bit just to give us a break from each other cuz we hang out quite a lot, but it's been almost 2 months since I've gotten to hang out with my best friend. I sometimes feel like before school her mom tells her to tell me that shes busy after school. ALL I WANT IS TO HANG OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!
I need help
Anxiety Support / by axelslittlespace00
Last post
December 9th, 2022
...See more im so scared rn, theres this person I'm talking to that is a bit older than me (by 3 years) and I'm so scareddd. i just don't want to be groomed again and have to go through all that stuff again
school
Self-Harm Recovery / by axelslittlespace00
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November 29th, 2022
...See more how do i deal with sh in school, like how to not have urges to go in the bathroom and sh
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