Numb
Numb
Heal...?
Mend.........?
Stop the aching so deep in my soul
....I dont know how to get rid of it....
that deep gut wrenching sadness that overtakes all happiness....
Trauma from decades ago....
...is now self inflicted pain that never stops
It needs to stop smothered.......the emotions paralyze....cant find a way out through the gut wrenching hurt....
It pulls me in....like a bedtime story I know so well....
deeper I fall, deeper I feel...the more I need to be numb....
To live to do everyday.....overwhelming overtaking......
Put it back....close it up....have to live, to survive for tomorrow
Numbness takes over.....I can breathe again...
Numb
@coraton
This was intense and beautifully raw. Thank you for sharing. If this is a reflection on how you're feeling, then I would encourage seeing a professional. You deserve to feel happiness and more ❤ Please be kind to yourself and take care 😊
hugs
Jem 💜
