I have given up.
I have given up. I just want to lie in bed all day because I don't see a point in doing anything else. I don't have the motivation to do anything even the most simplest things.
I am so lonely. Because of my Dad's job we had to move to Germany. I miss everything from my home with all my heart and life seems pointless without it. I am so homesick it's making me more depressed than ever. Everything makes me cry and want to scream.
I start school at 745 tomorrow and I just can't do it. I don't understand the language. I am so depressed I cannot motivate myself to learn it and I just sit in the class room my mind blank. I don't understand a thing and anytime something is explained to me it is like there is a big wall not allowing information in my brain. It's like my mind has shut down. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything feels meaningless. What should I do?
@Pinktrex
I'm sorry you are going through this hard time and moving to a country that you don't know and you can't understand there language must be very hard every day have you tried talking to your dad when he's free on how you feel about all of this dose he know how you feel at all dose your dad even care that you can speak German or not and your struggling so much moving from a place you know so well to a place you have no clue about I would be the same I'm half German but sorry if I knew half the language I'd tell you I just know the inappropriate ones lol
@BrightRedFlower2322
I have tried speaking to my mum and dad they seem to think if I were to think more positive (i have tried) it would be better. They don't seem to understand how depressed I am. My dad says well I have to learn the language and motivate myself.
@Pinktrex
Oh wow that's tough I'm sorry i can't help you further and give you more advice i really hope things go well for you in the end all the best and good luck