I Don't Want to Start Over Again.

Mrs has another bréast screening on Friday.

5 th now, this time I'm worried, new lump does not feel like a cyst, and I can't be with her for it. Wedding dress in cupboard. I know how it's feels to belong to another person she came out of abuse. She is my nirvana, there will only ever be her so many other issues PTSD bipolar etc.

So I just cry.

What else is there to do but cry?

I want to go home :(

@vlostwithyouv

I hear you. I'm so sorry for what you have to deal with.

You're right, all I can do is cry too. I cry a dozen times a day. My appetite is gone because my stomach is in knots.

I hope chemo is going to buy my fiance some time. We have only had 4.5 years together.