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pattirose
2,166 M Hopeful Heart 3
PathStep 36 Compassion hearts159 Forum posts41 Forum upvotes26 Current upvotes26 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceOctober 24, 2021
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Devastated.
Anxiety Support / by pattirose
Last post
 November 22nd, 2021
...See more My heart is broken because my fiance's cancer is too advanced for treatment, and he doesn't have much time left. We live an hour apart. I was supposed to see him today, but he's not up for a visit, so he asked me not to come. I don't know when/if I will see him again.
Hello all.
50 & Over Community / by pattirose
Last post
 October 29th, 2021
...See more Pattirose here. I am hoping to meet some people in my age group here. I was widowed in 2009, and now I face losing my fiance to cancer. I dread starting the grief journey again. I'm scared.
I Don't Want to Start Over Again.
Depression Support / by pattirose
Last post
 October 25th, 2021
...See more My fiance is dying of cancer, and I can't cope with this. After my 36-year abusive marriage (I'm a widow), he brought me love and happiness again. I will be alone. We have had only 4.5 years together. I wanted to get married. I don't want anyone else.
Scared Again
50 & Over Community / by pattirose
Last post
 October 24th, 2021
...See more My fiance is dying of cancer, and I am terrified of losing him. I have this overwhelming sense of doom that he will not make it to his first oncology dr. appt. on Monday, or if he does, the prognosis will be the worst. I am a widow after a volatile, abusive marriage, and he brought me love and happiness again. I don't want to face the future without him. Being widowed was bad enough, and this time will be so much worse because he makes me happy. On top of this, one month ago I lost my only sister to COVID complications. We only had each other, and now I am the only one left. I am still angry that her adult son and grandson did not take precautions and brought COVID into her home, knowing that her health was already compromised. They just didn't care. This fall sure sucks, and it will only get much worse when my George dies. I will be alone again, and I am not interested in dating. I wanted to marry George, the love of my life. The worry is suffocating.
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