I Don't Want to Start Over Again.
pattirose
October 24th, 2021
My fiance is dying of cancer, and I can't cope with this. After my 36-year abusive marriage (I'm a widow), he brought me love and happiness again. I will be alone. We have had only 4.5 years together. I wanted to get married. I don't want anyone else.
vlostwithyouv
October 24th, 2021
Mrs has another bréast screening on Friday.
5 th now, this time I'm worried, new lump does not feel like a cyst, and I can't be with her for it. Wedding dress in cupboard. I know how it's feels to belong to another person she came out of abuse. She is my nirvana, there will only ever be her so many other issues PTSD bipolar etc.
So I just cry.
What else is there to do but cry?
I want to go home :(