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I Don't Want to Start Over Again.
pattirose October 24th, 2021

My fiance is dying of cancer, and I can't cope with this. After my 36-year abusive marriage (I'm a widow), he brought me love and happiness again. I will be alone. We have had only 4.5 years together. I wanted to get married. I don't want anyone else.

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vlostwithyouv October 24th, 2021

Mrs has another bréast screening on Friday.

5 th now, this time I'm worried, new lump does not feel like a cyst, and I can't be with her for it. Wedding dress in cupboard. I know how it's feels to belong to another person she came out of abuse. She is my nirvana, there will only ever be her so many other issues PTSD bipolar etc.

So I just cry.

What else is there to do but cry?

I want to go home :(


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pattirose OP October 25th, 2021

@vlostwithyouv

I hear you. I'm so sorry for what you have to deal with.

You're right, all I can do is cry too. I cry a dozen times a day. My appetite is gone because my stomach is in knots.

I hope chemo is going to buy my fiance some time. We have only had 4.5 years together.

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