How hard my life is! shock story
I want to share my story cause i want people who understand me well......I didnt met my dad's or my mom's family so i was only with my dad and my mom i though we were a real/cute/"perfect" family, i was wrong...my dad left us when i was 13 that moment hurt me alot, i was depresses but my mom was my support...i knew tht i need to move on for her! so since that day i don't trust people i don't have friends, well....now i'm 18 years old......one day when i came back home from school i found my mom hang, it was so hard...i really dnt remember what was in my mind, only one question....Why? why she took herlife? Im not enough to live? for fight? i though she was happy, i feel guilty...im really alone:'( i talk the hotlines/911 not so helpful, im trying to find the right words tht mke move on,advices, i know you cant give me advices, but i dont know im so lost here....