Disappointed with myself
I'm very disappointed with myself, with how I am, who I am. No matter how hard I try, I can't give myself love or have confidence in me. Inadvertently, I'm doing a lot of things that are damaging my self esteem, which I can't really control. No one even deigns to consider me as a human. I don't know how or why I'm even existing. I really want to change.
@PeacefulColdNight
Hi. At 7Cups, we avoid giving advice because we don't really know you or your situation.
But we try to help you work things out and deal with feelings and become aware of resources that might be useful.
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I hope that give you a starting point. Maybe if you look through it you'll get or find some inspiration that you are specifically looking for, because you know best what that is.
@7motivation Thanks for the help. 
@PeacefulColdNight
You're very welcome
@PeacefulColdNight hi, your not alone with how your feeling cuz I feel the exact same way and most people can relate to you. I understand I feel like no one wants to know me or talk to me. I've had it with people before where they ignored me didn't wanna know. It wasn't people I would know or be around it was when I was in the same environment as them or in a class or group. It goes back down to school for me and growing up. My childhood was ok but was from them going to school started feeling left out odd one. I didn't notice this till grow up noticing why I didn't feel connected to anyone. Why people shut me out. I am quiet and always was but just me. I didn't fit in. That's maybe why. You could have different experience to me. I was unsure where was and still am but things got better through addressing searching for the who I was what I was and where it started. You just need to understand yourself better someone told me that I know easy said then done but it was something I never did and tried and knowing myself more was the point to knowing who I am what is really underneath. What we can't no one or you see. It's finding your way and going through a place of rediscovering what was then what is now. Invest your time in. I hope that helps. Here if you wanna talk x
@TreaureSeekers3 Thank you I understand, it's very difficult living with feeling this way. That point where you feel disconnected from in the same environment is a bad feeling. I feel disconnected from everyone in all the situations. I have tried seeking help multiple times, it has always left me feeling worse than before. I know it's not just me, many people struggle with feeling this way.
