Being lazy vs being depressed
It is awful and painful conflict that you experience when you are depressed because one part of you is telling you that you should get up and find job and live a normal life because life is not that bad and the other part is screaming that life is hopeless and that there is no future for you. And all of that brings horrible sense of guilt
@Beginagain31
I can relate to that completely. It's a horrible feeling to go through. And the worst of it is you wish the positivity would remain, because it is so rare, but it doesn't. I hope you feel better.
@plumBeechwood7549 Thank you, it feels so strange to go through the same thoughts every day and to keep telling yourself that those thoughts are not true or reasonable
@Beginagain31
Yes. The difficult part though is trying our best to not fall for it. There may be days where we succumb. At such times the only hope remains in knowing that this day will end. It's my only hope. Take care.
