One word to describe how I feel today is....

Unwanted

Nostalgic

Anxious

Ashamed

stupid

Feel low but better now day has gone forward and gone quicker. Don't like being on my own. I wouldn't say I'm really lonely just down and feel lonely.

Hopeful

Anxious.

I had a mental breakdown yesterday and while I was crying my mother was yelling at me, repeatedly asking 'why?' and saying that I was crying for no reaon. I felt scared and shut the door and crawled under the bed where I cried for a while. Later when I couldn't sleep, she was yelling at me asking me 'why' I couldn't and I didn't know what to say! She said that I had everything, supposedly, and no reason to feel the way I am feeling.

Now I am scared of showing any emotion in front of her and I have felt more anxious than ever and she is being cold to me.

Baaaaad

Exausted