One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
Im losing my psychotherapist who i have been with for 5 years, i am terrified.
@EmselBug123 That sounds hard I am sorry but maybe you will grow from this 🙂 ❤️
@RaeTheINTJ thank you. I have been on so many different medications and seen so many different mental health professionals over a period of 28 years. Losing the one person who understands why i do what i do, think what i think, and feel what a feel is devastating. I completely fell apart when he told me.
Someone I fell in love with over the past two months has decided to simply stop talking to me, and hasn't so much as replied to one thing I've sent. .but will read them. I ask for simple closure, but I get nothing in return. We talked daily, we mutually wanted to see each other more, she invited ME over the last day we saw each other. I'm just so hurt and lost right now...
@purpleSail7825
I know exactly how you feel. I look at the photos of the person I love without being able to talk to her or love her like i use to.
@Andyrue1206
The problem is that this one was like... I had a feeling I only had for one other gal back when I was in high school. About someone I still think about 20 years later on occasion even, and we were never more than just acquantances. This recent gal.. we actually were together. For what I felt was a significant period of time, got to know each other, had the most fun together that I've not had for years, just doing silly things, being together. It. Hurts. Every day for the past month I've done nothing but wonder what I did wrong. How do I fix it. How can I show with words and actions that I care so much, and would do anything for them, and that we were happy and had a connection. And that is where I fail, since it likely wasn't me, anything I did, or anything I can do to fix it.
@purpleSail7825
i know exactly how you feel. Im going through the same problem now. I loved her with my heart and I would have done anything for her and I still would. But i dont know how to prove myself to her, I dont know how i fucked up, but most of all I dont know what to do.
@Andyrue1206
I'm with you on every step there. No idea what happened, how and what to do. I sometimes wish I just had closure, a word from her saying what happened/why. But then I realize I'd just be a different kind of sad... Not sure which would be better, since the end result is the same.
@purpleSail7825 I know exactly how you feel. I'm so sorry. Relationships are so shitty
@Laura
I've been with my boyfriend for nearly 2 years, i'd love to move in with him but he says he's not ready. We both still live with our parents. I don't have any other option than to accept it, i love him and he's really good for me. My sadness is stemming from, if he's not ready now, is he ever going to be? Or is it just that he doesn't want to be with me that often?
One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
About everything. I feel sad about maybe not being a good child to my mother, about the fact that my family will probably never like who I am or even notice I am not who they think I am. I feel sad about my dysphoria, about my own body, about the fact that I hate myself just even more in moments like that and that I can't do anything to change it right now. I feel sad that I can't say how I feel to the people I care about the most, I feel sad that I can't tell them it's been months I'm trying to be who I'm not for them, I feel sad that I don't even allow myself to be sad or even to cry. I just feel sad about everything.
I don't know how that's gonna sound. Just wrote it telling myself no one would read that.
That despite all the love and blessings I have around me....that I still can't be happy, I still let little things impact me so much that it blinds me to all the good that I got going on.
Me too. @Lanettelee
I'm really sad that I have relapsed into my eating disorder again. I thought I had it under control but it has won me over again. It's always like this since more than 20 years ago
@Laura not feeling strong enough to fix my mess of a head.
I'm feeling depressed because I'm told repeatedly that no one really wants me around and the would be happy if I move out. I don't deserve any respect because I'm just a complete idiot, but I am expected to be respectful towards everyone else.
Sorry you feel that way. I feel the same. @tallMelon3841
@tallMelon3841 no one deserves to be told that because it's not true
I want a better life but I can't even get up out of bed in the morning reliably or go to bed at night consistently.
@Zeraphim I can relate to that. Sometimes to motivate myself to get up I just think about the shower as the only goal, because I feel so much better if I'm clean.
@Zeraphim
Me too. Its like im a zombie most of the time. I sleep my days away and then cry because I should have woken up. Im sad or upset all the time and I dont even know why. Today my boyfriend and I got in an argument and he said that all I am is sad all the time and that theres nothing he can do to fix what can't be fixed. I thought i was happy when im with him. I guess he sees different and now im afraid to even sigh around him in fear of being labeled as unfixable.
I'm not quite sure, but I think I'm feeling sad about not taking the steps I need to everyday to achieve my ultimate goes. I know that I need to put in effort every single day if I want it to amount to what I want, but every day I feel tired and unmotivated. It's easier to not. 