I love someone but admitting it would ruin my life
I've recently had to come to terms with the fact that the only person I can get myself to love right now is my best friend's girlfriend, who I'm also really good friends with. I also have had to deal with intense romantic loneliness for most of my life, which stews and gets worse as time goes by. The combination leaves me on a situation where no matter what I do I'm hurting and there's no conceivable solution...I just wish I could turn off all my emotions, even though I hate being numb just as much as I hate feeling like this.
@KiwizzleStrawbizzle
He Kiwizzle! That is a tough situation to be it! It sounds like you know how you feel and are looking for ways to deal with your emotions. I just wanted to offer support if you would like someone to talk to and that you might benefit from participating in a group chat. Be safe <3
@KiwizzleStrawbizzle Wow, it sounds like you are in a tough situation...it would really help to sort your thoughts out by writing them down on a letter. And perhaps meeting new people.
