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KiwizzleStrawbizzle
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I love someone but admitting it would ruin my life
Depression Support / by KiwizzleStrawbizzle
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 July 31st, 2017
...See more I've recently had to come to terms with the fact that the only person I can get myself to love right now is my best friend's girlfriend, who I'm also really good friends with. I also have had to deal with intense romantic loneliness for most of my life, which stews and gets worse as time goes by. The combination leaves me on a situation where no matter what I do I'm hurting and there's no conceivable solution...I just wish I could turn off all my emotions, even though I hate being numb just as much as I hate feeling like this.
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