I Can

I cant connect with people. All my life, I have been moving and hoping schools, communities and going into different towns and cities. I never really made a connection with anyone for the time I was there - I figured why try if Im leaving again?

Ive missed out on so many things. Ive missed out on dances, and friend hangouts and getting to talk to parents about anything, but I dont feel connection to try and talk to people anymore. Its a slow depression, and i want to stop it, to actually try.

I have no idea whats wrong with me, and people telling me that I am a problem and I am invalid - myself included - isnt helping the issue. I feel like Im merely breathing, but I dont find anything worth being happy over anymore.