Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel worthless, and unwanted. I don't even think anyone care about me, I don't really blame them though, I'm not a good person.
@impartialTree3773 I feel the same way too. I always do. I have no idea where that feeling come from or how to cope up.
I just sitting there, passing time.
To make it bright, how about I send a virtual hug and u tell me what u are doing for Easter...
@impartialTree3773 how old are u?
I think, taking care of someone and feeling belongingness might give some content...(to both of us, in this situation).
I am trying to help. Don't be offended, please
I feel worthless, and disgusting.
My boyfriend and I often discus our future and having a family.
but today he said he wouldn't have kids with me unless I lost weight because he doesn't want to have a child whose parents will die young. It's not that he finds me unattractive.
I understand that...
but it still makes me feel conscious about everything I do.
As usual, insignificant. I have been hurt badly twice this week, but nobody cared. It's always 'oh, keep going. Your brother is hungry.' His stomach always comes before my pain and well being. It took some really bad chafing that never happened before for my mother to pay some attention to me. And my brother is still so selfish, he won't leave me to air out my leg in peace. He just keeps texting. If I become an amputee, it'll serve them right. I don't want to be one, but if it happens, they're to blame.
I don't really have a reason to be this miserable. And that makes me feel like my feelings aren't valid, like I'm faking it. It makes me feel like a terrible person.
I feel like everything I do is never good enough. I do so much with work and school and for my boyfriend but I feel that I am never appreciated. I feel that I am being used and everyone could truely care less about me. The only people that I feel are actually proud of me is my grandma and mother. I feel that if I was gone that those are the only two people that would actually care. And with my work i always help others and care for others but I feel I don't get anything in return. I do so much for people but no one does anything for me...I need to make myself happy some how...
A friend died on Easter morning. I do not know how to deal with it.
Open yourself up to someone and let the tears role. Let someone help u feal better instead of shutting everyone out like I did when my nan died
I feel as though everything I do is not good enough. I'm constantly thinking about the past & what I did wrong & how I could've done better.
not good. Nights are bad, nights are really, really bad.
Really down, I just feel like I wanna die, but at the same time I don't, but I don't see a future, I doubt know who am I and who am I wanna be?!!
@PurpleAndBlueSunStar I feel the same way :( this article I found explains this feeling really well http://themighty.com/2016/03/when-youre-suicidal-but-you-dont-want-to-die/?utm_source=share-bar&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=sumome_share
Unsatisfied, tired, and empty