Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
How do I get credit for this cup? I have posted but I'm not sure where
angry, annoyed, tired, curious, overwhelmed, lost, sore, resentful,
Emptiness
Tired and consumed by self-hatred
I feel like nothing feels okay, and like it never will and like a fool for feeling like that. And ashamed and selfish for telling people & wanting support but not doing anything about it myself.
Nothing feels lonely as being alone. I have made some poor choices and now Im left to deal with the consequences
I feel empty and worthless
I'm starting to get to that point where I do such stupid things just to hide how I really feel :/ I hate this
I am soo sick I can't sleep I woke up at 3:40 and it's almost 5 in the morning :( I really hate this.. I wish I could just sleep
A person i thought was my nice friend talked behind my back, and now i feel that i need to be punished just for existing in a group of people who will only be "nice" to me when they need my help. If that's the reason why I'm living for the sake of others then you can say that I'm selfish in thinking of killing myself. I don't really care.
@straightforwardSpring3116
A person i thought was my 'best friend' betrayed me. She said she will be there for me when i need her but she left me for another friend. It may sound dramatic but she is the only friend i got.
She said she know how i felt but she was wrong. She have no idea how much she means to me. I was there for her so why cant she be there for me. She left me alone. Whats the difference with ending my life.
But actually i wanted to live on. I want to be friends with you even though you did all that to me. Deep, deep down inside i still care. But i can never say those to you or anyone. Im afraid of getting hurt again.
Do you feel the same as me? Maybe i am not alone feeling this way?
@jeslyn i feel the same as you. you're not the only one.