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Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Laura December 2nd, 2014

Let us know in 1-3 sentences. Post every day!

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xHoldon March 13th, 2016

I feel afraid. I feel useless and disappointed on myself.

inthemaking March 13th, 2016

I cant help feeling needy. I hate it but i need to feel like someone cares about me. Im hurting but i dont want to put it on anyone and they dont even bother to ask. Im tired of being angry at them and at myself. Im tired of crying everyday.

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LainaghStory March 14th, 2016

@inthemaking I know how exactly how that feels. I often feel guilty and stupid for being so clingy to people. I don't think you should feel ashamed for wanting a close friend or loved ones that care about you. Every human being wants affection and attention.

Cheshire94 March 14th, 2016

@inthemaking

We'll at least we're not alone in feeling this way.

noah2015 March 14th, 2016

@inthemaking I totally get you. I'm sorry you are going through this. I feel the same way, I cry everyday too especially after my ex and I broke up 6 months ago, it's still.killing me inside. Remember it will get better. Xx

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Torn38 March 14th, 2016

Today was a great day in the beginning but as the day went on things just lost all sunshine and turned to dark clouds. I've not really had much motivation to do much but be lazy and mope around. Hoping tomorrow brings better luck with emotions, being glum really bums me out

March 14th, 2016

Feeling horrible right now , I don't know how to make the bad thoughts go away, I'm doing things I shouldn't be doing but I feel it's the only thing keeping me from going to for.

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Cheshire94 March 14th, 2016

@peachSailboat2974

Sometimes it's a choice of what is the lesser of the two evils? Sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do to survive the day in one piece.

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Cheshire94 March 14th, 2016

I feel extremely tired today and not just because of the time change but I feel like I ran a marathon or was up all night but I wasn't I was so tired last night I actually slept well for once. I feel horrible because my toddlers want me to play with them but I'm too tired. );

Kiyoka March 14th, 2016

I'm not sure how to describe how I really feel, I guess the best word for it would be empty. I don't have the motivation to do anything or speak to anyone or even to eat or drink. I don't know how to deal with anything anymore. Everything hurts and yet at the same time I don't feel anything. I know this isn't normal and I don't know what to do about it...

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LainaghStory March 14th, 2016

@Kiyoka I experience the empitiness and lack of motivation before. The only way for me to get out of that hole is to turn on my imagination or do something silly. Like really embaressing silly. I find doing something weird, silly, and plain old funny (at least to you) gives a certain happiness. For example I listen to the nightcore version of HolIaback Girl by Gwen Stefani. Also while listening to the song I dance like cheerlander. Basically I just get lost in my little world. It's not a cure for the numbing pain and it may only last for a moment or two. But it is a nice dose of medicine. I hope you feel better. I hope we all feel better.

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Needtovent March 15th, 2016

Reading that question and knowing I could answer honestly brought me to actual tears. I feel like that should answer in itself.

uqhkenzi March 15th, 2016

I'm feeling more drained than usual, and I'm trying to stay positive but it's getting harder

IndigoRoses March 15th, 2016

Unstable and sensitive.

Resiliant March 16th, 2016

I posted this answer some where else