Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Emotionally Exhausted
Drained. Mentally and physically
Life is hard. Very hard
it seems like I can't go a day without having suicidal thoughts, this really sucks because death terrifies me but the overwhelming emotions will probably blind me from that fear one of these days
I can't explain my situation anymore, it's like if I give a reason for why I'm feeling this way then I'm just pitting myself and just hoping for attention , because of this I'm afraid to reach out and talk about my problems
It's gotten to the point where I can't get through a whole day of school. I have to leave without telling anyone before I have a breakdown.
I don't even know WHAT I feel anymore.
@MooseFruitLoops. Same.
I feel good. Wired on caffeine and 3 hours of sleep... Really want to go running but have zero motivation
Today, I felt like running away from everything. Where no one can find me. Start a whole new life. But first be alone for a while. Ofcourse I didnt do it because im a coward.
I have no motivation to do anything. I've lived my life for the past week and a half in my bed. I'm so anxious and worried every second of everyday. I eat very little and take pills that make me feel even worse. I feel so empty inside. I can't concentrate, sleep, rest or anything without being in a constant state of sadness. I feel as though I'm a robot, just going through the motions in life. Also I don't feel that I'm actually living half the time, I just feel dead.
@Tknowles I feel this way all the time, it got up to a point were I wanted to kill my self. I saw what suicide did to my family and I didn't want them to go through that pain again. When you feel this way find something to hold on to. Rather it's the next episode of your favorite Tv show or some new movie that you really want to see. It doesn't go away right away it will take some time
@Tknowles tbh I feel the same, I'm 14 and I just wanna die. No1 cares about me my own family told me that I would be better off dead
