Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Irritated and judged.People are condescending when they feel like you don't measure up to them. I shouldn't care but it makes me angry to be talked down to by people who draw you weaker than you are. How am I supposed to talk to anyone about anythingThat was the problem in the first place.
I loss another friend. I'm beginning to think my friends are killing themselves because of me. I'm not good enough. I want to die so bad. I just want to end the pain.
Your friends are not killing themselves because of you. You are good enough. You're a wonderful person with a ton of potential. You're trying and that's tough but you're so strong. It won't always be like this.I was going to start a chat with you, but apparently that's not an option. But if you want to talk, you can chat with me.
Today, I'm feeling very emotional. . Like I will never be happy Lara again :( x
I'm feeling pretty good today. Like things are kind of starting to fall into place. It feels shaky though, like it won't last long. I hope everyone here is okay today. I'm here to talk, as always.
I will help you solve your poblumes
that's amazing you feel good! I hope it continues! feel free to start a chat with me on here if you ever need anything (:
Same here, thank you!
I feel tired
I'm feeling really sad and lonely. I feel like my family doesn't care or turns a blind eye to it. They act like it's something I can just snap out of. They just don't understand.
Hey there, we're in the same position. I've been trying to get professional help for seven years, but my parents don't see it as an issue. You're not alone. You can do this.
I'm starting to think I can't be helped at all.
I feel horrible
Today I feel especially alone , and I've started about doing the dark things again. It's been really been on my mind since yesterday.
I feel like nobody in my life cares
I'm sure someone does care. If not, I care. If you'd like someone to talk to, I'm always here.
I feel like this is a forum to post, and not read the posts of others. Like I live in the loneliest place on earth, with so many people around. Like I want to start cutting again. Like I never want to eat again. Like my life is on hold and my days are being wasted by "I could do this" instead of spending them doing those things. Like I want to go far away and see how long it takes people to actually notice. Like I need to go into hospital to feel safe. Like it's all pointless. I feel like it doesn't matter what I post here, because no-one reads it anyway.
I'm reading. It matters and you matter. I've found that if you don't like the way that your life is going, you usually need to change something or change your expectations of things. Take it a little at a time. You say you want to start cutting again, meaning you've stopped. That's amazing, stick with it. You've made it really far and you're doing a great job just breathing and being here.
Thankyou. I have days when I'm quite positive, but then biology takes over and I struggle, and all my negative behaviours seem like viable options. I haven't cut in so long, and I don't truly want to start again. Still taking it a day at a time even after 2 years. Thankyou :-)