Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

Feeling bummed out. I am stressed to the point I want to disappear. The only person I can talk to is my bf but he has a hard time relating. I want to go to a retreat to improve my thoughts and feelings but idk where to go or if it's even an option.

Today I feel low Iv stopped enjoying nearly everything I want to feel uplifted I also suffer from GAD but at the moment I feel more depressed than anxious 😏 when will life be kind I always feel punished for some reason.

Feeling stressed and fustrated. Grandparents suffocating me. Cant understand that a 22 year old girl wants to do things independently. In the process of moving to dads and they are getting worse. Just want to take over and do it all there way for me when i want it my way.How do i stay calm and get round it! If anyone says somthing they get offended and moody. Help :(

Life's just so bland. Everything I view is through a B&W filter. No sunshine. Just a mess of emotions and numbness. I've got a fire in my heart to achieve my dreams but no matter how hard I work, it always seems as if the whole world is against me. Depression is one long and dreary path.

BTW, a shout-out to the rad @PurpleLychee for helping me out.

I'm feeling better today!

feeling pretty off..i woke up kinda energized and all of a sudden i feel drained and sad

I feel so empty today and don't have any motivation to move. I can't even eat and even drink water today was hard for me.

I am feeling just sad, lonely and weak.

I need help today. I am so lost in these thoughts and I can't handle it.

Better than yesterday. I think.