why am i the way i am?
i have depression but why... like i have a good life, good family, ehh decent friends yet im still depressed. i dont get it why can i not enjoy my life? why am i numb there is no reason for me to be i just am and it feels like ill never be ok again
I am so sorry that you are feeling so rotten right now. Depression is totally not dependent on your life circumstances. It is based in brain chemicals that have gotten slightly off. Blaming yourself for that is kind of like blaming yourself for a broken leg or a heart condition.
What kinds of things are you trying to do to help yourself? @Sebastian0o0
@bestVase7265 im not doing anything to help myself im just trying not to start another substance addiction
Well, that is a version of helping yourself so that is actually a good start. How are you doing on eating well and drinking water, etc.? Just doing those basics can really help because without them your brain doesn't have the energy to fight. @Sebastian0o0
@Sebastian0o0 I understand how you feel, I myself too wonder as a teen, believe me it's hard, I don't know if I have it, all we can do is think of the good and treasure it.