idk
tidyrose
August 17th
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it's been a minute since i was on here here, but i kind of needed a place to vent right now.
these last few months have been some of the hardest times i have had to go through. i feel broken. i am an absolute incompetent idiot who has made far too many mistakes in her life.
i've been trying to piece myself back together, trying to focus on developing better habits, focusing on being healthier. but, it's so hard. nothing i do makes me feel any better. i feel like a shell of myself.
i hope one day i'll be happy with myself. i hope this goes away. i hate feeling like this.