Wish I could live in fantasy
I'm sorry if this sounds super silly, but does anyone else wish they could live in fantasy? Or that it was real? It just feels like I'll never amount to anything, will never do anything great, will never be part of anything bigger than myself, will never do anything that matters. I feel like I'm stuck in this reality and I don't know how to cope with that? I want to go on a great adventure in all the books I've read and all the movies I've watched, but I feel so stuck in my life. My life isn't even that bad - but it feels like there's a lot of little things piling up and I wish I could just escape from it all. I want to have some sort of amazing experience like everything I've read, and when I look at my future, it looks so bleak and gray and hopeless. How do I cope with that, please? I just feel like I've wasted my life and it's too late to change anything.
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