Struggling
Hey, it’s Lucy again. It’s been a hot minute, but I’ve been so busy the past 6 weeks. The more I continue into the school year, the sadder I feel. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My life is great, there’s nothing to be upset about. I have no energy, I’m hopeless, sad, and what I’ve noticed the most is that I get so angry and irritated so often. Over the silliest things too. After I’m done yelling or being angry, I come to my senses right away and I say “Sorry, I don’t know why I got so angry.” It freaks my sister out, it’s like the flip of a switch my whole mood changes. It freaks me out, too. My parents don’t listen, they just say “It’s the attitude.” It’s okay, they wouldn’t be able to help anyway. Im just wondering what the heck is wrong with me, why is this happening? It’s confusing and really whacking me up. It’s okay if no one has an answer, this was just kind of a vent. Love you all, hope everyone has a wonderful night/day. Stay safe and healthy🩷
~Lucy