Romans Ranting Room
So idrk how to explain feelings n stuff well it usully just comes out as anger tbh ๐
anyway i dont feel like im in a very good place in my head just now. Im just not a good person tbh. Im to stupid to do stuff right in school n im always failing or gettin in trouble. I dont realy have friends at school anymore exept 1 friend. Idk how to talk to ppl good ๐.
Home life should be good but i always mess evrythin up with my moods n bein a brat. Iv been in foster care all my life cos even my parents didnt want me. Thats affecting me a lot rn for some reason idrk why. Anyway now im just burden to foster carers n social work n my care manager, they wouldnt have to deal with my bs if i just hadnt been born. Nobody would have to deal with moods or my tempers n i wish evry1 irl would just leave me alone before i just drag evry1 down with me. ๐
@DarkerPlaces
sending hugs for Rome buddy if okay ๐
*hugs* thx ni
@DarkerPlaces
of course ๐ iโm always here for you if you need, okie? And Iโm proud of you for creating this space for venting buddy. ๐ย
Thx i feel weird tho cos evry1 can see it all
@DarkerPlaces
awwe yeah (': i get that. dw buddy, forum-land is still a safe space and your always welcome here at depression support ๐ย
but if you need to just journal/vent and you donโt want anyone to see it (': you could use the special feature that shows up on the โprivateโ section on your profile ๐ i find that helpful sometimes (:ย
Thx ni ๐ soz
@DarkerPlaces
awwe no ): thereโs no need to be sorry, buddy. ๐ itโs okie. ๐ย
@DarkerPlacesย *hugs* love you rome <3
*hugs* thx peach
@DarkerPlaces
Please don't say to leave you alone Rome. I refuse. Think about all the people you have helped. If you weren't here ther is probably somebody who wouldn't be either. And for the brat part I am too. I know it's wrong I can't control it. The fact that yiu recognize that is great and to want to work on that, it kinda sound like that, is really admirable.
@Sully012251
BUT don't get me wrong, getting a chance to vent and take your feelings out somewhere freely is really important. It's good you made thisย
@Sully012251
*but
Thx sully
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Hi animal
its mad how its 21st december n dosnt even feel like christmas at all ๐ its like ppl dont even get excited about christmas time or new year or any of it anymore.
N the only time i hear ppl even talk about it at school they just list all the expensive stuff there getting for christmas like iphones n laptops n tvs n clothes that cost hundreds or stuff n idk its just not the same ๐. I feel like i cant talk bk to them at school about it cos ik im not gettin expensive presents n i dont even want expensive presents n stuff. Its like its all a comptision to see who gets more spent on them n its not what christmas is about ๐
Do u ever feel like evrything u do just annoys evry1? Like even if u try not to u somehow still get in the way or say somethin wrong or donโt say somethin or idk just always mess up somehow? N its not just sometimes its evryday all the time with evrything n idk how to stop it n just not be a idiotย
@DarkerPlaces
*sits with Rome buddy* ๐
nah tbh your not the only one who feels that way :') me understand. ๐ sending gentle hugs your way if okie. do you know what might cause these feelings? The ones of being annoying? ๐
ik itโs hard to believe and my words donโt mean much at this point, but personally i donโt think your an idiot. And iโm sure there are others who share my opinion. ๐
(me sorry if me invading Rome buddyโs spaceโฆ)ย
Ima leave for a while i might check pms n stuff it dont feel normal in groups anymore dont feel like i can talk about stuff serusly or anythin anymore dont realy feel like i belong in the chats anymore soz il maybe look in at some point idk tc guys stay safe n b good to urselfs bye
@DarkerPlaces
you okie, rome buddy? ๐ฅบ
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@DarkerPlaces
*offers hugs* ๐ that okie. me here for you if you need, mhm? ๐
Thx idk cups feels wierd latley feel disconected or somethin from evry1 aint same vibe anymore n feel like i cant have proper talk anymore
@DarkerPlaces
i understand that. ๐ itโs okie to feel how your feeling.ย
i think itโs okay to take breaks. They can be good for us every now and then. ๐ just please try to take care of yourself and be kind to you mhm? ๐ย
always here for you if you need anything too.ย
Its kinda uncomfortable latley tbh
@DarkerPlaces
i hear you ๐
@DarkerPlaces tc of your self
@Sully012251
I hope at some point you do feel comfortable but come back when you are ready
@DarkerPlaces hey, im gonna cry and idk what to do, he was sitting next to me at the tale, the worst thing is that my dad knows a it ut still let him siit next to me, im shaking sm, idk what to do, hope ur ok tho
